I have a job interview this afternoon. It's with Spherion, and I believe it's some sort of part-time or full-time temporary clerical work.
I have strangely mixed feelings about this.
On the one hand, the hand that writes checks from my ever-dwindling savings account, I'm hoping this works out.
On the other, I'd really like to get a jobjob, and I worry that spending every day at a job that's going nowhere and pays little is not going to inspire me to come home and spend every evening applying for 2 - 5 jobs.
I know that I can't look a gift job in the mouth, and I really do need the money, but I wish I'd get an interview for a real job once in a while. Especially since I got yet another rejection email today, from a job that contacted me in late May to set up an interview, said they'd call back the next week, and never did. And I tried contacting them, left a message, but nothing happened.
Any job at this point is a good job, and any pay at this point is good pay, but there's a part of me that feels like a loser because I'm interviewing for a part-time (or full-time temporary, not sure) secretarial position. That I might not (probably won't) get.
Ah well, we'll see.
You're not a loser...it's totally temporary and then something with break on the library front. I know lots of people going through this. I know that doesn't make it any better, but it's not a defining characteristic of who you are! You're awesome.
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